Sentimental Value

Gustav Borg: You're the best thing that has ever happened to me. (...)You've had some difficult times. I've experienced that too. But you have too much anger inside you.It's difficult to love a madwoman. You don't want to end up alone, do you? Artistically, it's bad too. you need to have someone to love, children. 

You never regret them, right?

Someone said praying, isn't really talking to God. It's acknowledging the despair. To throw yourself on the ground because... that's all you can do. Not unlike lying with your broken,  thinking Please call me. Please forgive me. Please, take me back. And I have fucked up. And I was alone, I was crying. And then, for the  first time, I sat  down on the floor and prayed. I don't know who I said it to. But I said it out loud: Help me. I can't do this anymore. I can't do it alone. I want to find a home. I want a home.